Entry: 3 things happened CONSECUTIVELY and made me feel terribly sad Thursday, July 31, 2008
i will feel #@$@$#@!$@ lousy if i've failed to make someone happy, esp someone who is impt to me........
i am feeling real moody. Mom and da jie asked me to bring my grandpa to the void deck and wait for my uncle to fetch him. i dont know what i am doing larhs. i gave attitude... in front of my grandpa.. i.. i.. i even nearly yelled at him........ wtf am i doing?! i was completely heart broken... .. i feel fking bad and unfilial. i really need someone to slap me for doing those rude things.... when i brought him into the lift, i started crying....silently...... grandpa didnt say anything.. .. when we reached the ground floor, he just kept quiet and walk to the void deck........ seeing his backview reminded me for my %$%#% actions. i am really really very very very very sorrryy, grandpa.. </3 D': *cries*
after i've reached home, i decided to bathe again.... in the toilet, I'VE ACCIDENTALLY DROPPED MY MOST MOST MOST FAVOURITE DIAMOND NECKLACE INTO A HOLE. I burst into tears larh!...... thats the necklace which mom gave me for my 17th birthday present......
I'VE TRIED VARIOUS WAYS OF TAKING MY NECKLACE OUT BUT FAILED.
wtttttffffffffffffffffff............. .. ....... i've just lost my necklace like that... @#%$#%#@%$#%#%#$% D':
cry and cry and cry while bathing.......
pieces of me... *cries*....
2 comments
apple ` teddy August 3, 2008 12:47 PM PDT thx teddddyyyy for cheering me up ~ ~ (:
teddy bear August 1, 2008 10:16 AM PDT 1. u fail to make someone happy, at least u put in effort =)
2. u nearly yelled but u did control,it's a good thing.u just having a bad day. ur grandpa still love u rite ^^v
3. u lost ur most fav necklace but u did not lose ur most loveable adorable mama (^^)
